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A wide open look at the extremist christian hate preachers in the US, much of it about pastor Steven Anderson who recently said about Or...
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An honest interview with Ricky Martin, who came out to the world after his kids were born in the interests of honesty. Although in his pr...
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It was a night of drama last night, with Cloe finally going to sleep and passing away as I rocked her gently. She died at 2:45 AM this mo...
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Once again I would like to recognise that this is all because Turnbull has no spine and wouldn't allow a free parliamentary vote. Tha...
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I woke up this morning nearly an hour before the alarm was due to go off. I wasn't worried if I fell asleep again, and about a dreadfull...
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Have had a bit of a pain in my left side for a couple of days. A bit uncomfortable but not that bad. However I woke up this morning an...
About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
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- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
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Assorted Links
- - ACON
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- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
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- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
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- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
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- Anxiety and depression strategies
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- "Operation Northwoods"
- Our refugee shame
- Introducing David
- Is the Facebook craze over?
- Amnesty Int. slams Nauru centre
- Special
- Dealing with change
- Hamas bad. US drones good?
- Boat people aren't "illegal"
- Intense
- "Dumb ways to die"
- Computer says no
- Fuckbuddy
- Retailers blame the workers
- Police aren't "punching bags" - Scipione
- Our expensive housing
- Drones continue under Obama
- Coalition wants to abandon car industry
- Coldplay on Sunrise
- Matthew Mitcham's struggles with depression
- Mike Tyson afraid of a Koala
- Come a long way since 1984
- Futile medical treatment
- Greenpeace gives John West a makeover
- Beck - Loser
- Beck - Where It's At
- Queen - 'Bohemian Rhapsody'
- Muppets AND Queen Bohemian Rhapsody ***Special Edi...
- Eminem - Not Afraid
- Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna
- Coroners report in full - Curti
- Richest 40% get 23% of all welfare
- Lawyer slams police who tasered 14yo boy
- Curti's inquest - coroner handing down findings
- Cardinal Pell blames the media
- Mining will destroy the Reef - GetUp
- Royal commission announced - child sex abuse
- Daughter finding her feet
- Priests - "70%" fuck kids
- Bulli police death, update from X girlfriend
- Obama "wolf in sheeps clothing" - Assange
- Enhanced Medication Access (EMA) Scheme
- Eminem - Not Afraid
- Angus Young - Best Guitarsolo ever!!! (Let there B...
- Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna
- Obama's true agenda
- Gay penguins become dads
- Republicans fleeing to Australia!
- Another police death. WTF?
- Humorous - US election
- Expressive writing
- Obama wins - the view from afar
- Big Brother winner proposes to his boyfriend
- Accepting being hated
- OMG, we're rich!
- "The Newsroom" - beginning Ep.1
- Voting machine votes wrong
- Rigidity demonises gays
- Confronting video - US election
- Psychologist visit
- Australian taxes amongst the lowest
- The healing power of music
- Middle class welfare cuts? - Independents
- Police spark riot
- Latest blood results
- John West rejects Greenpeace
- The Chaser on gay marriage
- Unnecessary guilt?
- Alan Joyce clownshow
- Judith Durham-The Carnival Is Over(2009)
- loser - Beck
- again....Pink Houses
- Assange attorney interview
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