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"Boy Erased" new trailer, before release this Friday
David and I can't afford going to the movies, but this is released on Friday in the US and Nov 8th here in Australia. Perhaps the loc...
Marriage equality despite Turnbull
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A "proud HIV+ gay man"
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From 2011: took 6 more years
David and I
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Once again I would like to recognise that this is all because Turnbull has no spine and wouldn't allow a free parliamentary vote. Tha...
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It was a night of drama last night, with Cloe finally going to sleep and passing away as I rocked her gently. She died at 2:45 AM this mo...
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*Update July 2015: The new legacy tobacco document library has gone online. Here you can search over 14 million documents from the secret ...
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"And at least they can't end up in the hands of suicidal teens" :) A very Australian take down of the stupidity of the...
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A wide open look at the extremist christian hate preachers in the US, much of it about pastor Steven Anderson who recently said about Or...
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How times have changed from the hysterical anti-carbon tax fear of Abbott's.
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School teacher Wayne Tonks (screen capture) *Update: ‘Deep Water’ Is The Crime Show That Every Australian Should Be Watching. Junkee ...
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Natasha, younger than we thought she was at only 13, has a new student. Little Cloe is such a sweet little thing Natasha has taken her un...
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This is what the Olympics have become. An Olympic official arresting a man because he's holding a gay flag. I posted this the other day ...
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Rachel Maddow goes through and shows how the anti-gay laws now in Russia came from the US, complete with people travelling over there to dru...
About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
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- "How did you get it?" - an invasion of privacy, in...
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- "Hands of love" - Miley Cyrus
- I nearly died in hospital special Christmas edition
- A Warning: Tenofovir and Naproxen
- When I got Shingles
- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
- Telling your family that you're HIV positive - guest post
Assorted Links
- - ACON
- - Ambassadors & Bridge Builders International
- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
- - Guide to Australian HIV Laws and Policies
- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
- - Rob's blog: Surviving AIDS, PML....and Me
- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
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- "We are the people"
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- "Someday Soon"
- How BP cleans up
- Why is Australia so expensive?
- Shift work affects your health
- "Rainbow Labor"
- CSG warning from US farmers
- "Tease me"
- New teeth
- David moving in next week
- Dentist nerves
- Australian Marriage Equality campaign
- Progressive Christians welcome gay marriage
- Violence erupts in Paris after marriage vote
- Greenpeace boards coal ship
- NZ MP to appear on Ellen
- France passes marriage equality
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- Chrissy Amphlett dies
- "Rude Awakenings" - after a drone bomb
- Meanwhile in wacko-ville.....
- Over-represented extremism
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- NSW premier announces gay marriage support
- "Fear Not" to the homophobes
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- "Define Me"
- New Zealand civilised, France a basket case
- Just bought Star Trek tickets! OMG, OMG.....
- Recognise NZ gay marriages here - Greens
- Unions take on mining industry
- Australia embarrassed by NZ success
- New Star Trek trailer
- New Zealand passes marriage equality bill
- New Zealand about to pass gay marriage
- It's OK to be you
- Boston Bombing - some perspective
- "Gaysome" cartoons
- Guantanamo inmate tells his story
- Dentist visit
- The moment Uruguay passed marriage equality
- Good riddance Margaret Thatcher
- Rebel rainbow crossings
- Australia monitering Manning/Assange case
- 2 weeks off work
- Arrested for not leaving partner's bedside
- Rainbow crossing removed
- The face of homophobia
- Logie winner thanks her two mums
- Seeing a private dentist
- G-rated outdoor adds in Queensland?
- Know you rights with the cops
- Force parliamentary debate on police
- Rights of the terminally ill Bill, NSW
- Fast food poisoning
- Star Trek Trailer - Into the Darkness
- Julian Assange - bid for senate seat
- Gay marriage - straights commit fraud
- Not guilty plea - Mardi Gras bashing
- More time off for David
- Rainbow crossing's end
- N.Korea linked to gay rights
- Homosexuality is natural
- Road rage attack!
- Ellen's first day in Australia (vid)
- David has a lung infection
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