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David and I can't afford going to the movies, but this is released on Friday in the US and Nov 8th here in Australia. Perhaps the loc...
Marriage equality despite Turnbull
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A "proud HIV+ gay man"
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*click to enlarge Zac and Casper have always gotten on well, but with Cloe around pretty much all Zac's attention was taken up with ...
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How times have changed from the hysterical anti-carbon tax fear of Abbott's.
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A wide open look at the extremist christian hate preachers in the US, much of it about pastor Steven Anderson who recently said about Or...
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Natasha, younger than we thought she was at only 13, has a new student. Little Cloe is such a sweet little thing Natasha has taken her un...
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An honest interview with Ricky Martin, who came out to the world after his kids were born in the interests of honesty. Although in his pr...
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It was a night of drama last night, with Cloe finally going to sleep and passing away as I rocked her gently. She died at 2:45 AM this mo...
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Once again I would like to recognise that this is all because Turnbull has no spine and wouldn't allow a free parliamentary vote. Tha...
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I woke up this morning nearly an hour before the alarm was due to go off. I wasn't worried if I fell asleep again, and about a dreadfull...
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Have had a bit of a pain in my left side for a couple of days. A bit uncomfortable but not that bad. However I woke up this morning an...
About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
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- When I got Shingles
- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
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Assorted Links
- - ACON
- - Ambassadors & Bridge Builders International
- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
- - Guide to Australian HIV Laws and Policies
- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
- - Rob's blog: Surviving AIDS, PML....and Me
- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
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- Bishop lies GP tax - Promised there'd be no GP tax
- Abbott's media cheer squad turn on him
- The week in politics - Michelle Grattan
- Time Warp cartoon - feat. Tony Abbott :)
- Sportsbet calls the Victorian election for Labor
- Abbott gov in chaos over $7 GP tax
- Commonwealth Bank to sign with Adani?
- HIV truth - not the lies
- Abbott 1 week before election radio audio
- Grandparents unite against climate change denial
- Abbott the thug in a pub - true story
- Address to National Press Club - Bill Shorten
- Low wage rage - Walmart protests
- "Protect the Renewable Energy Target" - rural Aust...
- Abbott's twitter followers are mostly fake
- $7 GP tax scrapped by gov as economy burns
- Construction worker deaths vs cricketer deaths
- "Multiculturalism is a failure" - Rise Up Australi...
- Victoria election; christians will be doomed under...
- Walmart workers ask for $15 an hour - US
- Penises On Screen - The Feed
- "I wouldn't trust them to build a canoe" - Liebera...
- Victorian Lieberals getting desperate :)
- Abbott gov in crisis
- ABC to expand digital media - Murdoch pissed off :)
- GetUp "no cuts" add for marginal electorates
- Is Abbott buying facebook "likes"?
- Townsville protests Abbott climate change denial :)
- "Abbott is poison" - Victorian Lieberal election c...
- Victorian councillor tries to ban LGBT promotions
- "Don't Send Renewable Jobs Offshore!"
- "Promises, Broken"
- Shorten carpet bombs Abbott - Canberra :)
- Walking dead latest - crazy priest nutbag? *spoile...
- Hello New Zealand :)
- Scott Ludlam's rally speech :)
- "Falsehood and Plunder" - Victorian Trade Union Ch...
- QLD Lieberal corruption - in bed with coal and gas
- Response to complaint Emergency Dept
- Turnbull says Abbott wasn't lying about ABC cuts
- The week in politics - Michelle Grattan
- Lieberal leadership rumblings - Canberra
- Douche of the week
- The "no cuts" video that won't go away
- British conservatives clobber Abbott
- Abbott's G20 climate change moment - too little to...
- "How to preach to gays" - Kirk Cameron
- QLD Newman gov in trouble? - poll 50/50
- State Bank of India agrees to fund Adani Reef wrec...
- What would Bobby Goldsmith say now? - the Bobby Go...
- "The great blunder from down under" - Milne on Abbott
- "I will eyeball Tony Abbott" - terminal cancer pat...
- Global fossil fuel subsidies = $548billion
- SSJoe's humiliating G20 interview - video
- FSM fucks with Precious Pyne's gormless petition -...
- ReefReels goes global - Upworthy
- Calls for Abbott to step down
- "Nothing but the truth about HIV" - QLD video
- Polls shirtfront Abbott after G20
- Porn Star Pastafarian :)
- Newman to fund Abbott point - GetUp goes bananas
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- "How Direct Action Works" - Abbott's climate crap
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- "I want to be strong but I can't" - David
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- How Walmart destroys unions - US
- Gormless Abbott whinges about $7 GP tax - G20
- Swamp Abbott's inbox - G20 climate change discussions
- Sister to the $rescue
- Glencore shuts down coal mining operations
- Australia "Nothing but bush" before white settlement
- Walmart strike US - riot cops arrive
- BGF replied to my email dummy spit
- Did a corporation kill this child? - US
- "What did you do once you knew?" - climate change
- 3 vacant properties for every homeless person stat...
- India announces the end of importing coal - likely...
- NSW will recognise gay marriages from abroad
- David might have a new job :)
- SSJoe hugs Koala ..... *vomits*
- TPP on The Project - Australia
- Coal lobby quotes :s
- White supremest in Victorian Lieberals - Labor wel...
- I'm finished with BGF
- China and US strike carbon reduction deal
- David's complaint in full - Emergency dept complaint
- A call to HIV+ Aussies - survey on our lives
- Nova Peris's racist hate mail - photo
- $88billion a year - world spend on fossil fuel exp...
- Head injury - got the stitches out :)
- Douche of the week - The Feed
- Full video, Religion Norden - US pastor visit
- SSJoe faces budget disaster - the price of arrogance
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