Decided to have a week off work. Went in this morning and just too sore. Saw the guy who's organised my rehab schedule at the gym, said I was "all banged up" and to go home. Still have some long service left, lucky for that as have used up everything else for the moment!
Rib is really fuckin hurting. Pain pills only make it bearable. Am seeing my regular GP tomorrow (he specialises in HIV patients) so may have to ask for some stronger pain pills. Hurts to breath or cough, is agony to even turn over in bed FFS. There's also bruising coming out on my arm that I didn't see before, looks like where the cops grabbed me. The concrete grazes don't look too healthy either. Yeah this is really what my immune system needs; needless infections to fight. One of them is on the same knee that is recovering from the fracture. I guess it's lucky that injury at least wasn't exacerbated! They threw me around like a rag doll. I am after all only 68 kilos.
Mentally I feel like am in sort of delayed shock. I dunno, will discuss it with the psychologist tomorrow (made an appointment with no problems). The suicide thoughts passed very quickly thank fuck. Am still feeling however rather shaky and vulnerable. It has been such a violation. Humiliating, stressful, emotionally draining, scary, and most of all an interference in my struggle with depression.
Seeing my solicitor this afternoon. Will be very interested to hear what he has to say. He's a bit expensive, but he really gets results.
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Edit:
he says to sue the cunts.
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