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A wide open look at the extremist christian hate preachers in the US, much of it about pastor Steven Anderson who recently said about Or...
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How times have changed from the hysterical anti-carbon tax fear of Abbott's.
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An honest interview with Ricky Martin, who came out to the world after his kids were born in the interests of honesty. Although in his pr...
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Rachel Maddow goes through and shows how the anti-gay laws now in Russia came from the US, complete with people travelling over there to dru...
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It was a night of drama last night, with Cloe finally going to sleep and passing away as I rocked her gently. She died at 2:45 AM this mo...
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I woke up this morning nearly an hour before the alarm was due to go off. I wasn't worried if I fell asleep again, and about a dreadfull...
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About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
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- I nearly died in hospital special Christmas edition
- A Warning: Tenofovir and Naproxen
- When I got Shingles
- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
- Telling your family that you're HIV positive - guest post
Assorted Links
- - ACON
- - Ambassadors & Bridge Builders International
- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
- - Guide to Australian HIV Laws and Policies
- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
- - Rob's blog: Surviving AIDS, PML....and Me
- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
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- "Never judge people by their appearance" - video
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- WCFuckwits dummy spit at hate site :)
- The Naked Barber - The Feed
- Welfare Bills now before the senate
- Industrial scale climate action needed
- Miners protest 457 visa rule changes - Perth
- Australia's fucked up week in politics - Angry Aussie
- Be alert. Not a ladder :)
- $8billion a year unpaid tax - top earning Australi...
- Depression explained - video
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- US bombed vacant buildings - Syrian air strikes
- HIV drug Epivir succeeds against Ebola
- "Are you eligible for Disability Support Pension?"...
- "Canada - Australia axis of carbon" - UN climate s...
- India Coal to invest $1.2billion in renewables
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- "Team Australia" - Angry Aussie :)
- World climate marches historic - GetUp video
- Spring Magpie attack! - me
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- Whining Pyne's travel rort to Europe
- Labor stands up against Muslim demonisation, and f...
- Muslims targeted - Australia
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- "Coal has no future in worlds energy mix" - UN
- Scott lively calls HRC "Demonic Hit List For Assas...
- Applying for $10,000 financial hardship Super release
- Lismore climate action rally :)
- Climate change is non-partisan - Abby Grant
- Howard's "Conspiracy to mass murder" - Andrew Wilk...
- Andrews lied about NZ dole wait period
- New Abbott fridge magnet :)
- "Scientists" for hire - US
- Rockefellers switching to clean energy investments
- Justice minister grilled on terrorist raid "theatre"
- Virtual Collective Consciousness - the new interne...
- Doodling terrorist!
- Morrison's Muslim bashing for votes - 2011
- Terrorists spotted!
- 30,000 march for climate change - Melbourne
- Suicide the leading cause of death in Australia
- 9/11 never before seen pictures
- PUP Lambie nailed on national telly - ignorance ex...
- Lying false flag media - interview
- "Beheadings could happen here" - Abbott
- Palmer says no to all welfare cuts, again
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- Abbott in Arnhem Land - picture says it all
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- SSJoe's blot on the landscape :)
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- Abbott's terror dial! - Mandy Nolan's soapbox :)
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- China announces carbon trading scheme by 2016
- Australia's terror threat level raised!
- Public frustration with the system - US
- ICAC scoreboard so far - NSW
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