A bit down today

Think it's just a continuation of things that over time have an effect. Like the slow drip drip of a tap. 

Been sick with some kind of mild flu thing for over a week now. Headaches every day and feeling generally unwell. Am concerned about David too, he's been showing signs of stress and depression about this discrimination thing. Not a good thing to happen to anyone, let alone someone with HIV. I know all to well how stress can affect someone with HIV.

Been getting up late all the time, like it's a real struggle to get up in the morning. Tired as fuck all the time. Everything seems like an effort and don't feel like doing anything at all much. 

I'm not going to start imagining the worst or let my head run away with it's own thoughts. Just acknowledge that this is how I'm feeling right now.