Trying to step back again now from it all. A terrible place to be in. One where few understand. Taking time now to calm myself.
Wish I was out of Sydney at the moment, just on my own. I recall a favourite place of mine in the NSW north coast. Some of the beaches up there are deserted, you feel like the last person on earth. Very calming. You can sleep overnight in the car there and no one's around to bother you or care.