Life goes on

I took the day off work today, haven't had one in nearly 3 weeks (*faints*). Emotionally exhausted. Told the boss the truth; that it's a bad time of year for me and I've been stressing out. The stress in turn taking it's toll on my body, physically exhausted as well. Slept until midday.


Trying to step back again now from it all. A terrible place to be in. One where few understand. Taking time now to calm myself.


Wish I was out of Sydney at the moment, just on my own. I recall a favourite place of mine in the NSW north coast. Some of the beaches up there are deserted, you feel like the last person on earth. Very calming. You can sleep overnight in the car there and no one's around to bother you or care.