— Flowers By Him (@HimFlowers) September 14, 2015
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
skip to main |
skip to sidebar
The course of the HIV disease
Pozhet
Living in Australia HIV positive
Search This Blog
Translate
Featured post
"Boy Erased" new trailer, before release this Friday
David and I can't afford going to the movies, but this is released on Friday in the US and Nov 8th here in Australia. Perhaps the loc...
Marriage equality despite Turnbull
We'll never forget...
A "proud HIV+ gay man"
Down under
From 2011: took 6 more years
David and I
Most read in the last week
-
*Update July 2015: The new legacy tobacco document library has gone online. Here you can search over 14 million documents from the secret ...
-
"And at least they can't end up in the hands of suicidal teens" :) A very Australian take down of the stupidity of the...
-
Rachel Maddow goes through and shows how the anti-gay laws now in Russia came from the US, complete with people travelling over there to dru...
-
Once again I would like to recognise that this is all because Turnbull has no spine and wouldn't allow a free parliamentary vote. Tha...
-
School teacher Wayne Tonks (screen capture) *Update: ‘Deep Water’ Is The Crime Show That Every Australian Should Be Watching. Junkee ...
-
A wide open look at the extremist christian hate preachers in the US, much of it about pastor Steven Anderson who recently said about Or...
-
The other day I came across a Tweet by a No campaigner who was asserting that gay marriage would mean more people would "catch AIDS&...
-
Big headlines from New Zealand today about a convicted rapist who was married in a maximum security jail to his former lawyer. Correct...
-
Yes folks, he's baaaack. ... The kill the gays Pastor Swanson in the US of cow scat infamy (he stated he would wear sackcloth and a...
-
How times have changed from the hysterical anti-carbon tax fear of Abbott's.
About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Other pages
- Home
- Gays living near homophobes affects LGB mental, physical health & wellbeing - Australian study
- NSW gov official apology for 1978 Mardi Gras viole...
- "How did you get it?" - an invasion of privacy, in...
- A note to spammers saying they have an HIV cure
- "Hands of love" - Miley Cyrus
- I nearly died in hospital special Christmas edition
- A Warning: Tenofovir and Naproxen
- When I got Shingles
- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
- Telling your family that you're HIV positive - guest post
Assorted Links
- - ACON
- - Ambassadors & Bridge Builders International
- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
- - Guide to Australian HIV Laws and Policies
- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
- - Rob's blog: Surviving AIDS, PML....and Me
- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
The course of the HIV disease
Pozhet
Blog Archive:
-
▼
2015
(2017)
-
▼
September
(181)
- The Kim Davis fake photo claiming 100,000 supporte...
- #LeaveTonyAlone twitters :) - rightists cry a lot
- The impossibility of succeeding in todays capitalism
- "We are not gays" - 91yr old fossil Mugabe at UN
- Establish christian world domination and kill the ...
- Vitamin pills are largely useless - Nutritionists
- Emailed sister about psycho nephew and GBH conviction
- Abbott's first radio interview with his talk back ...
- Peter Greste calls on Australia to end asylum secr...
- Chris Brown banned from touring Australia - The Feed
- Pope visits the sick and poor :s
- God will destroy our military might! - US christians
- Turnbull Mal Brough being investigated by the feds...
- Turnbull gov buys back copper phone network that H...
- Washington to get heaps of wind turbines - Joe Hoc...
- Danny Pintauro of "Who's the Boss" is HIV+
- HIV meds to become free in NSW next month
- Abbott's first post spill interview - it was every...
- Fools - Troye Sivan
- People try Virtual Reality porn for the first time
- Australia now has no minister for disability- WTF?
- Kim Davis awarded at christian taliaban hate fest ...
- Doritos "give money to a bunch of godless sickos w...
- Nephew found guilty - assualt causing grievous bod...
- Mecca stampede kills over 700 - invisible sky man ...
- Fox news does a total freakout at the Pope's clima...
- They hate me because I'm a woman! - Peta Credlin
- Tony Perkins is a hate group leader, nothing more ...
- Big penis size is no excuse to not wear a condom
- Harlem hate pastor goes bananas at protestors :)
- Abbott gov wanted to investigate Bureau of Meteoro...
- No direct link between Halal certification and TER...
- Abbott gov linked Greenies to TERROR!© - anti terr...
- Australia awakes from the Abbott nightmare - First...
- Morrison is a hopeless deluded treasurer - 7:30 re...
- Don't have a divisive marriage equality pebiscite ...
- Gays are gonna kill Kim Davis - christians
- Porn star Josh duggar fucked wants his wife to lea...
- Latest Kim Davis interview video - ha ha ha ha ha ...
- Abbott's demise - Angry Aussie :)
- Activewear!
- Typical homophobe reaction to gay add - video US m...
- Kim Davis interiview national telly - US
- USA "A gangster for capitalism" - Abby Martin & th...
- Australian economy sees $30million of gay weddings...
- Senate rejects plebiscite for marriage equality - ...
- Surprise new secret TPP talks announced in Atlanta
- Morrison "badly misled people" - Bitter and twiste...
- Eric Abetz dropped as senate leader and employment...
- World can switch to 100% renewables by 2050 - report
- Having gay thoughts is a product of evolution - study
- Exhausted
- Brandis canned from the arts portfolio by Turnbull :)
- John Oliver says goodbye to Abbott - Australia
- Team Abbott loses another member - Kevin Andrews d...
- Will never have to see psycho nephew and brother a...
- SSJoe's gonna quit parliament! - Hooray!!!!
- Abbott party vandalised PM's office after Libspill
- Living standards for poorest 4.5% to decline next ...
- Nutbags go bananas at Doritos for supporting the L...
- 7% swing away from Lieberals in Canning by election
- Court tomorrow - psycho nephew who bashed David
- Abbott's last hoorah piss up at Kirribilli House w...
- Twisting the knife - Team Abbott's beheading :)
- 1.5million households survive on $2per person per ...
- God will punish SCOTUS judges - Mat Staver in prea...
- SSJoe on the chopping block - Michelle Grattan
- Abbott resigned by fax - yes it's true!
- Gayby baby meets transgender in macho man work env...
- Gay relationships are "about sex not love" - US ch...
- Morrison throws Abbott under a bus - Abbott leakin...
- Gay marriage will lead to humans marrying robots -...
- Abbott sulks - not seen in parliament since the spill
- Cut welfare to ice addicts - Morrison
- Christian waves tampon at LGBT equality hearing - US
- The View "said that someone ought to go kill" Kim ...
- Annual report for HIV infections in Australia - a ...
- Turnbull to reintroduce bill in parliament - 4wk d...
- Abbott: A Memorandum - The Feed :)
- Turnbull's coup - Michelle Grattan
- Australia the "coup capital of the democratic worl...
- OMG! I found Kim Davis's email contact!
- "Clerk of constant drama" - Kim Davis anti-song :)
- Abbott's hypocrisy of the media
- Don't have a LGBT damaging plebiscite - Nationals MP
- Turnbull won't act on marriage equality
- Will Turnbull be any better? Where to from here? -...
- The demise of Tony Abbott - First dog on the moon :)
- Gay couple applies for marriage licence at Kim Dav...
- Turnbull sworn is as prime minister
- Abbott's concession speech
- Abbott "hurt and drained" after losing the PM-ship
- Bye Tone :)
- Turnbull believes in marriage equality - tell him ...
- Abbottis gone! - Angry Aussie!
- Abbott loses to Turnbull 54/44! - We have his head...
- CNN reports really wrong on Abbott leadership chal...
- Abbott to fight to the end
- Changing to Turnbull will change nothing - Shorten
- Abbott and Dopey Dutton's terrible media appearanc...
-
▼
September
(181)
Posts
No comments:
Post a Comment