Slept well again last night. Woke up in the morning sore, but not as bad as yesterday. Dunno what the story was then, other than the back and leg pain got very bad for a while. Still very sore though, it hurts to even touch my lower back and upper legs. I want to have sex with Simon but it would just be too painful that sort of physical contact.
I can tell he's frustrated with it too. We were talking about it this morning and I suggested he go to Kens. Told him I felt like sex too but am just too sore. He agreed and he's off there tonight. I feel so much better now that he doesn't need to rely on me all the time. At the moment I'm fucked. It's towel free night there on Fridays (everyone is naked) so he should have a good time.
Ken's is one of the oldest sex on premises clubs in Sydney. Very big inside. Large indoor swimming pool, big spa pool, large wet sauna, porn room and all. It's the closest one to where I live, just a short bus ride. Otherwise you have to go all the way into Oxford st and if you stay there late there's not a lot of buses home and cabs are expensive. Ken's though is a bit on the tame side for me, but it's OK if you're not looking for anything too full on.
Some people reading this may be a bit shocked, but that's always how our relationship has been. Both of us are way too jaded to fall for the big head over heels falling in love thing. Meh, been there done that. We're both happy to have our own lives and our own space. Neither of us want to be smothered and restricted by monogamy. When we do have sex it's never boring, always exciting and new. It works for us.
What's the alternative? He sits around home bored shitless getting more and more frustrated with me and my illness? I couldn't handle that at all, let alone him. I don't want to be the only one responsible for his sexual fulfillment. I don't want to have that put on me. Any more than I'd want to put that on him.
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