Doctor day today thank fuck, and boy do I need it. I asked David to come with me as I felt like I needed someone with me for the bus trip.
Another terrible night last night. It was the coughing this time. I'd fall asleep and only a short time later wake up coughing and gasping for breath. Then it would happen again. And again. All fuckin night. At about 4am I took some Panadol and wonders never cease, I fell asleep for a whole hour. Then two hours. Then 3 hours. The days and nights are starting to get mixed up.
My eyes are all puffy from the lack of sleep for nearly a week. Look like a horror movie extra. Also have sleep build up in my eyes, waking up in the mornings with my eyelids glued shut. WTF?
Mornings are the worst too. After the three hour sleep I woke up full of it; slime I mean. Nose and throat, air passage wheezing. A few minutes needed to cough up from the air ways and clear the nose. Ugh, totally gross slimy yellow bla. Just revolting.
Eventually I got up and proceeded to do the dishes as per usual. Today however turned into rather a battle, although I was determined to get them done. Standing there I started getting really dizzy, like panic attack dizzy, and would have to lie down. I'd go back to them and last all of a minute or two then same thing; really dizzy and have to lie down. It took me over an hour to get the few dishes there were done but I did it!
Next thing was a lovely hot cup of instant coffee, which was surprisingly nice and invigorating. I was worried I'd not get to the doctors after the dishes episode but the coffee appeared to provide assistance in that. Have calmed down and relaxed after the bad night.
The Doctors appt soon. Thank fuck David's been here through this. Dunno WTF I'd have done without him this last week or so.
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