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Pozhet
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David and I can't afford going to the movies, but this is released on Friday in the US and Nov 8th here in Australia. Perhaps the loc...
Marriage equality despite Turnbull
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A "proud HIV+ gay man"
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*click to enlarge Zac and Casper have always gotten on well, but with Cloe around pretty much all Zac's attention was taken up with ...
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Far out, what a bloody lemon. You could throw a rock and it'd fly better than this monstrosity. So the new wiz bang F-35 lemons c...
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Gamers are freaking out at the cover art for the "outlast" game. I must say the Abbott likeness is uncanny.
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How times have changed from the hysterical anti-carbon tax fear of Abbott's.
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Well whilst Abbott is about axing taxes to save us all bazillions......... How about he axe his bloody mentor Howard's Good and Ser...
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It was a night of drama last night, with Cloe finally going to sleep and passing away as I rocked her gently. She died at 2:45 AM this mo...
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I woke up this morning nearly an hour before the alarm was due to go off. I wasn't worried if I fell asleep again, and about a dreadfull...
About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
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- "How did you get it?" - an invasion of privacy, in...
- A note to spammers saying they have an HIV cure
- "Hands of love" - Miley Cyrus
- I nearly died in hospital special Christmas edition
- A Warning: Tenofovir and Naproxen
- When I got Shingles
- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
- Telling your family that you're HIV positive - guest post
Assorted Links
- - ACON
- - Ambassadors & Bridge Builders International
- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
- - Guide to Australian HIV Laws and Policies
- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
- - Rob's blog: Surviving AIDS, PML....and Me
- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
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- Cop in 2 bashings - Mardi Gras
- Australian Sex Party election add
- Our next stupid war - Syria?
- Abbott's homophobe policy launch
- Oz joins US in prisoner abuse
- A call to pull all major sponsorship at Sochi
- Children of gays to be taken - Russia
- The right wing nuts are losing it
- Anderson Cooper replies to Pat Robertson
- Remember refugees this election
- Hello to China
- Retirement funds to be pulled out of Russia
- Pat Robertson's video back YouTube
- Boycott Coke - demo New York
- Russian witch hunt notice to tenants
- GetUp calls out the media
- Suicide attempt
- HIV spread by gays on purpose - Robertson
- US medal of honour vs reality
- Vintage gay pics - powerful vid
- Clive Palmer twerks like Miley Cyrus
- Has Rudd got an election hope?
- US skater won't be "rude" to Russia
- Amsterdam protest Russia
- Vote for love
- Gay dicks vs straight dicks
- Gay robots discuss HIV and risk
- 2018 world cup - gay "propaganda"?
- "greater inequality might be inevitable" - Abbott
- Protests banned at Sochi
- Gay bashing thugs were police - Sydney
- Clinical depression
- Christian gay uses Grindr - proselytizing
- AMWU blasts Abbott - manufacturing
- Organic foods are better for you
- "Obama's watching me"
- Sister cities of St Petersburg
- WTF is happening in Europe?
- Mormon missionary positions
- Wikileaks Party add
- Marriage equality frustration - Australia
- Journalist and star "socks it to Russia"
- In the silence..... haunted.....
- Abbott loses it in debate
- Gay hate electioneering
- Marriage in the sky - Air NZ
- Russia didn't expect the Wests uproar?
- Gay marriage may save economy
- Rent increase?
- GetUp quotes Abbott
- How clever are Australians?
- Gays can't marry - don't face each other
- Australia should boycott - Peter FitzSimons
- "Draw dicks on Putin" - Facebook
- Life with poverty
- More fucked election reporting
- Straights men getting HIV - Queensland
- Lex's story - PTSD
- Cops replace LGBT go between - Surry Hills
- Gosford church billboard
- NZ has first gay marriages
- Ch.10 a sponsor of Sochi
- Money clarifications
- Flood of wedding applications - NZ
- Religious contribution the world this month
- Kylie Minogue Closing Ceremony Sydney Olympics
- Cactus flower pictures
- Insight on SBS: Gay Marriage
- Crimes against humanity - US Pastor
- Abbott will bring back ABCC
- "Dragons are real" - Christians
- Painted nails - Russia offended
- The Colbert Report - gay mayor
- Daughter staying for now
- What's in a hamburger?
- Got new stove for $0
- Voluntary Euthanasia Party
- Aussie work, Aussie rights
- Abbott insults gays
- The Daily Show mocks the election
- Gay $ head to New Zealand
- Sponsors/IOC could've stopped Russia's laws
- Who will control your workplace?
- Unions stand up for manufacturing
- "Too many people dying in pain"
- Abbott's creepy "sex appeal"
- Anti-Gay Law Enforced at Olympics - Russia confirms
- Gays fleeing Russia
- Abbott not a "suppository".....
- Russian telly demonising gays
- Disqualified by IOC? -for supporting gay rights
- Rudd & Abbott debate - marriage equality
- What gays think - Rudd's asylum policy
- British PM rejects Sochi boycott
- Two really interesting photos
- Amnesty to fax petition daily to PM
- Balanced election reporting. . . . .
- The house of laryngitis
- Unions warn of an Abbott gov.
- One Nation leader compared with Sarah Palin
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