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David and I can't afford going to the movies, but this is released on Friday in the US and Nov 8th here in Australia. Perhaps the loc...
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*click to enlarge Zac and Casper have always gotten on well, but with Cloe around pretty much all Zac's attention was taken up with ...
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Natasha, younger than we thought she was at only 13, has a new student. Little Cloe is such a sweet little thing Natasha has taken her un...
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A wide open look at the extremist christian hate preachers in the US, much of it about pastor Steven Anderson who recently said about Or...
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How times have changed from the hysterical anti-carbon tax fear of Abbott's.
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It was a night of drama last night, with Cloe finally going to sleep and passing away as I rocked her gently. She died at 2:45 AM this mo...
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An honest interview with Ricky Martin, who came out to the world after his kids were born in the interests of honesty. Although in his pr...
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Rachel Maddow goes through and shows how the anti-gay laws now in Russia came from the US, complete with people travelling over there to dru...
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I woke up this morning nearly an hour before the alarm was due to go off. I wasn't worried if I fell asleep again, and about a dreadfull...
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Have had a bit of a pain in my left side for a couple of days. A bit uncomfortable but not that bad. However I woke up this morning an...
About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
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- I nearly died in hospital special Christmas edition
- A Warning: Tenofovir and Naproxen
- When I got Shingles
- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
- Telling your family that you're HIV positive - guest post
Assorted Links
- - ACON
- - Ambassadors & Bridge Builders International
- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
- - Guide to Australian HIV Laws and Policies
- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
- - Rob's blog: Surviving AIDS, PML....and Me
- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
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- Victoria's power sell off - Shocking Truth doco
- When interracial marriages were illegal
- Morrison's world of Christian "morality"
- 2013 job losses worst since 1992
- Edward Snowden's Lawyer - interview
- Taking part in cancer study
- More anti-Abbott stuff
- Letter to Foreign Affairs MP re Uganda
- Aussies Against Fracking - Bentley
- Howard's race card - the begining of a murder
- Whaling fleet night attack on Sea Shepherd
- Manus Island whistleblower interview
- CHER Tribute - Sydney Mardi Gras :))
- Uganda gay witch hunt begins
- GetUp video of candlelight vigil asylum seekers
- Great results from the doctor :)
- To doctors today
- Wound Up 11
- Lieberals poll collapse continues
- AIDS explosion in Uganda
- Pussy Riot "Tribute" at Russian Consulate
- Candlelight vigil for dead asylum seeker
- Corporations aided the Holocaust
- Bit of a wreck this morning
- TPP - "Gov Corruption At It's Finest"
- "What would Jesus do?" - to Abbott re asylum seekers
- QLD Biker dog searched!
- Charlotte Dawson suicides
- Thus Spake Mungo - Election blues again
- Uganda president digs in
- All Blacks pose for Jockey undies!
- Manus Island death
- Abbott does nothing as jobs burn
- US corporate food nightmare
- Today's funnies etc
- West threatens aid cut to Uganda
- Racial profiling: white vs black car break in
- God wants you to have an AR-15 assault rifle :s
- "Stop Harming LGBT Russians" - HRC
- Kylie surprises fan with live song :)
- "They are coming after penalty rates" - Unions
- Abbott's WA nightmare comes true
- "Marijuana Vs Crystal Meth"
- 100 reverends - Mardi gras parade
- "I Have Two Fathers"
- Visited Wikileaks? - NSA knows you did
- Abbot gov pressured SPC to cut wages
- "To Russia With Love" - Courtney Act
- "Happy Mardi Gras" - Uniting Church :)
- Pussy Riot attacked at Sochi
- Uganda reacts to Obama's condemnation
- Amnesty petition to Scott Morrison
- Corporations Refuse To Create Jobs
- ANONYMOUS - Capitalist Crisis in Australia
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- Gay tolerance is not slaughtering them - Uganda
- Islamic gay hate
- Marijuana helps HIV intestine damage
- Daughter's Medicare card mailed here
- "Buzzfeed Says Atheists Are Annoying Idiots!" :))
- Drone strikes an illegal warcrime - Lawyer
- Drone operator tells all
- "Coalition Blues"
- Abbott assists farmers in drought :s
- For Russia - holding hands at fair day
- Snake-handling preacher dies of snake bite
- Wikileaks releases more of the TPP
- A petition to Bill Shorten - re GG
- Obama blasts Uganda - new anti gay law
- "We're Waiting" - Australian Marriage Equality
- Wolf Creek 2 (2014) Official Trailer
- Interview - opposition leader Bill Shorten
- Gov abysmal parliamentary performance re car industry
- Gov subsidies vs Abbott lies
- Unions making a US comeback?
- More funnies and stuff
- Choice mag. demands TPP transparency
- Thus Spake Mungo - Bashing the unions
- Sydney Mardi Gras LBD Run :)
- No TPP coverage main stream media
- "The New Black" - Theatrical Trailer
- AMWU reacts to Toyota closure
- World press freedom index
- Mardi Gras party sneak peak :)
- How Religion can make you happy to kill
- Creationists Go Full Retard - Cult of Dusty :)
- Abbott gov wants to raid our super!
- Fox news diversity :s
- Latest funnies and all
- CFMEU cites employer corruption, wants investigation
- "What would you do?"
- Gov lies about Toyota
- "Mo Sochi Mo Problems" feat Vladimir Putin
- Abbott on poverty and homelessness
- US welfare For the 1%
- 150 Messages To Creationists :)
- Most pedophiles are straight
- "Politically motivated witch hunt" - CFMEU
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