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"Boy Erased" new trailer, before release this Friday
David and I can't afford going to the movies, but this is released on Friday in the US and Nov 8th here in Australia. Perhaps the loc...
Marriage equality despite Turnbull
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A "proud HIV+ gay man"
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Latest dialysis and no migraine. Whew. Have dropped to 72.5 kilos after this session so slowly getting back to normal weight. Doc says he is...
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What a difference one night can make. Went to bed last night and was fine. Middle of the night woke up and must have slept wrong on my ...
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Adrian Burragubba, native title holder Well well well... Some very interesting news from the Aboriginal Wangan & Jagalingou Traditio...
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A sobering story from the only western nation without universal healthcare for all. Specifically telling of a couple in south eastern Ken...
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Those results were a huge occurrence. It's only been a few days but there have been a few thoughts come to the fore. Firstly, quite st...
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School teacher Wayne Tonks (screen capture) *Update: ‘Deep Water’ Is The Crime Show That Every Australian Should Be Watching. Junkee ...
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It's time to take back our democracy from big business and the extreme right that does their bidding. Recently we GetUp members too...
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For the second time in only a few days I've gone through a two day migraine. This one however was one of the the worst one's I...
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Hot on the heals of the IOC declaring that the Russian anti-gay laws are not a violation of the IOC charter, we have this completely vitriol...
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Ugh. Another day of feeling revolting. So got out of bed late this morning after sleeping much longer than usual. Took the pills and forc...
About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
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- Gays living near homophobes affects LGB mental, physical health & wellbeing - Australian study
- NSW gov official apology for 1978 Mardi Gras viole...
- "How did you get it?" - an invasion of privacy, in...
- A note to spammers saying they have an HIV cure
- "Hands of love" - Miley Cyrus
- I nearly died in hospital special Christmas edition
- A Warning: Tenofovir and Naproxen
- When I got Shingles
- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
- Telling your family that you're HIV positive - guest post
Assorted Links
- - ACON
- - Ambassadors & Bridge Builders International
- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
- - Guide to Australian HIV Laws and Policies
- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
- - Rob's blog: Surviving AIDS, PML....and Me
- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
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- Mining massively increases $ to Lieberals
- "How To Annoy A Street Preacher" - Cult of Dusty
- The true Adam and Eve?.... :s
- Abbott brings back Knights and Dames :s
- It's head doctor day :)
- "Left wing are zealots" - Robertson
- Has Abbott spent his political capital already?
- Gina xxx Barnaby
- Pollie pigs at the trough
- Union challenges under Abbott
- Thus Spake Mungo - Pell and Hell
- Cartoons and that
- Strange Bible rules to quote to the god squad :)
- "Crackdown on Wasted Welfare" - ACA
- Un-Australian Abbott
- Depression struggle continues
- Courtney Act - A Little Party
- Clarke and Dawe - The right to be wrong.
- The US system is in failure
- Life with no god - Stephen Fry
- Bill Mayer's anti-god rant :)
- The best March in March pic ever
- The plane! The plane!
- GetUp funds second reef court challenge
- Things pollies won't say about the economy - Truth...
- Gina loans $.7billion off US taxpayers
- "It's enough" - feeling bad.....
- Ex PM Fraser blasts the US
- US takes action against Uganda
- Wikileaks Party add for WA
- DSP not rorted - Disability Discrimination Commiss...
- Abbott cuts cleaners wages by approx $200wk
- ''People do have a right to be bigots" - Brandis
- Denial - a new Christian behaviour
- Rachel Maddow on Phelps carking it
- "Cure Me I'm Gay" - undercover doctor
- Stephen Fry tried suicide when making doco
- Perth WTV coverage March in March
- Latest cartoons and stuff
- Adelaide's message for Abbott - March in March
- Thus Spake Mungo - Active corruption
- Immigration only to Christians - Fischer
- "Why Felix is leaving ANZ"
- 10 countries who've blocked YouTube
- Coughing & nausea aplenty
- Safety net - Billy Bragg
- "Hate everyone" - Jesus
- Fred Phelps has carked it
- "The Scream" cactus
- Muslims bought down missing plane - Fox
- Online news is flourishing
- I'm an Abbott baddie
- What does Abbott owe Murdoch?
- Kylie "Sexercise" - sweaty male version :)
- CNN makes money from missing plane
- Media censorship in Australia
- I have sustained an injury
- Wined up media - March in March :)
- Incompetent, irrelevant, main stream media
- Video montage of Melb March in March
- Bug spray allergic reaction
- Sky news's take on March in March
- Excellent Byron Bay march video!
- March in March on Buzzfeed
- "The people who power GetUp"
- Massive Melbourne crowds march
- I got rained out of the March - pics
- "Not in my name Mr Abbott"
- Abbott nailed by year 9 students
- Aid starts drying up in Uganda for the HIV+
- Extreme offensive church signs
- Christians claim to raise the dead
- Modern Family in Australia :)
- Unions mobilise against Abbott
- Abbott's stunned silence and shit :) :s :))
- "Democracy is dead" - Truthloader
- A refugee story Australia needs to hear
- Censored corporate media
- A strange charity phone call
- Bloody depressed today
- "Can't separate sinner and sin" - Christian
- More 911 video impossibility's
- Scared at the bus stop
- "An open letter to Fred Nile" - Rant Mistress, Eng...
- DSP pension facts
- Abbott continues poll slide
- Gay couple arrested in Hotel - Uganda
- "Persecuted" - Christians think they are
- Electric condom - yes this is real
- I've gained 2 kilos!
- 911 planes were video fakes?
- Whipped in court for being gay - Nigeria
- "Marry Me" Mardi Gras vid
- Nigeria will "devastate HIV response" - AFAO
- Oz sends High Commissioner to Uganda
- Nimbin World Naked Bike Ride 2014 (NSFW)
- First ever marijuana add :)
- "March in March" against Abbott's Apocalypse
- The Chaser on Fox News
- Piers Morgan Interviews Abby Martin on CNN
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