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*click to enlarge Zac and Casper have always gotten on well, but with Cloe around pretty much all Zac's attention was taken up with ...
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Once again I would like to recognise that this is all because Turnbull has no spine and wouldn't allow a free parliamentary vote. Tha...
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Natasha, younger than we thought she was at only 13, has a new student. Little Cloe is such a sweet little thing Natasha has taken her un...
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A wide open look at the extremist christian hate preachers in the US, much of it about pastor Steven Anderson who recently said about Or...
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How times have changed from the hysterical anti-carbon tax fear of Abbott's.
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It was a night of drama last night, with Cloe finally going to sleep and passing away as I rocked her gently. She died at 2:45 AM this mo...
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This is what the Olympics have become. An Olympic official arresting a man because he's holding a gay flag. I posted this the other day ...
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Rachel Maddow goes through and shows how the anti-gay laws now in Russia came from the US, complete with people travelling over there to dru...
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I woke up this morning nearly an hour before the alarm was due to go off. I wasn't worried if I fell asleep again, and about a dreadfull...
About me
After 30 years of very physical full time work in the printing industry our print dept was outsourced and we all lost our jobs. As I'd gotten HIV beforehand and was having trouble attending and doing work I discussed with my HIV doctor whether I should apply for the Australian Disability Support Pension. He agreed,and I became a DSP pensioner under the new Gillard rules of adherence that now sees 75% of DSP applicants rejected.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
Have been diagnosed with PTSD, severe depression, chronic kidney failure, and of course HIV. I'd become suicidal in 2009 after 3 extreme life events in a row; My best friend killed herself in the US (I don't make friends easily BTW), my teenage/young adult daughter had me charged by the police with a minor problem, and I was diagnosed with HIV. All in three weeks.
Some say god won't give you more than you can bear, my reply is "Well what happened to me?" If not for the HIV support here in Australia and me being able to have access to it I'd likely be dead by now. Unbearable pain often causes suicide, no matter physical or mental.
Today I've not worked since being made redundant. I remain with episodes of depression and panic attacks, sometimes severe. I may be fine and happy to leave the house, at times I'm paralised in bed, secure and safe and not willing to face the world.
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- I nearly died in hospital special Christmas edition
- A Warning: Tenofovir and Naproxen
- When I got Shingles
- Helpful Ways to Stay Healthy with HIV - Guest post
- Telling your family that you're HIV positive - guest post
Assorted Links
- - ACON
- - Ambassadors & Bridge Builders International
- - Dave's blog: Life living with HIV
- - Guide to Australian HIV Laws and Policies
- - Know the Risk: HIV transmission
- - National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS
- - National LGBTI Health Alliance
- - Newly Diagnosed?
- - Positive Life NSW
- - Positive Living Centre
- - Project X, WA info and support for gay men
- - Right Wing Watch
- - Rob's blog: Surviving AIDS, PML....and Me
- - Suicide.....Read this first
- - Thinking Positive
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- Vatican censors gays kissing
- A religious encounter
- Women driving "affects ovaries" - Sheikh
- Dying With Dignity member passes
- Silk worms
- Abbott's anti-green madness
- Stephen Fry "evil" - Russian lawmaker
- PUT(T)IN OUT
- IOC approval of Sochi.
- Barilla boycott
- The thundering silence
- Abbott vs Indonesia
- 9/11 doubters possible terrorists :s
- Elton John a "sodomite" - Russian parents
- The Pope is full of shit
- Coming out stories
- O'Farrell drags the chain on cops
- For all those in love
- Oh look, asylum seekers arriving.....
- Priest excommunicated over gays and women
- US nearly nuked N.Carolina - 1961
- Captain Pickard solidarity :)
- GetUp responds to an Abbott gag
- US opinion sours on Putin & Russia
- Abbott wants to gag green info
- Abbott's asylum policy: media management
- ID scanners for Kings Cross
- NSW cops being sued - assault
- Staging the Chemical Weapons Attack in Syria
- "Post antibiotic era" soon - US CDC
- Christian dinosaur hunt - Africa
- Hate leaflets kill
- ACL vs the ACT - marriage equality
- New 9/11 footage
- Petition - leave the ACT alone Abbott
- Anti-gay Russian propaganda - video
- I don't trust the Pope
- Disgusting takeaway food
- Better This Way - Doug Strahm
- Europe - the intolerant continent
- "Get it on"
- The US's endless war | Brainwash Update
- "Wrecking Ball" - Miley Cyrus (King The Kid COVER)
- Star Trek predicts the future
- US sending weapons to Syrian rebels
- The Death Threat story
- David's turn
- Google Glasses - Takei's Take
- Doctor visit
- GetUp declares war on Abbott
- Anti-Straight Marriage PSA
- Things hot up over NBN
- ABC's "My Own Choice" doco - Euthanasia
- The man who will take LGBT children
- Seeing doctor tomorrow
- Miley Cyrus - Wrecking Ball Parody :)
- Red Rainbow Project - for Russian LGBT
- Russian LGBT Journalist Threatens To Out Closeted ...
- Daughtry - No Surprise
- Rihanna - California King Bed
- The Midnight Shift defaced
- Right wing nuts new hero: Putin
- Wanna marry your cousin?
- Is taking time to recover
- The Firm - Star Trekkin'
- "My Own Choice" - euthanasia
- NBN petition
- Kidman video of bike accident
- Anti-Abbott facebook page
- Union reaction to Abbott's election win
- R U OK?
- Feel like utter crap
- Abbott's first fuck up
- Jack & Diane - "a little diti"
- Sometimes it's just all enough
- Kick start WW3!
- US chemical weapons attacks
- An Olympian first - Johny Weir
- Abbott's religous bigotry
- "Fuck Tony Abbott"
- Same Love - dance interpretation
- Will the US boycott Sochi?
- Slept 14 hours
- Russia asks IOC for help
- HIV+ man infects 300 people
- Sochi Sponsors worried
- "Fuck you Putin"
- Obama wimps out
- No Senate majority for Abbott
- Voting today
- Syria War Propagandists Debunked
- "Get us the hell out of here" - Masha Gessen
- On safari hunting gays
- "Not All Like That" - NALT Christians
- Bill drafted to take children - Russia
- Natasha's human loving
- Friend won a lama :s
- Dido - White Flag
- Dramatic night after David's work
- Religious bigotry "above the law"
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